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Love isn't about how much you can get, but how much you can give; it's not about giving up, but holding on; it's not about how you say, 'I love you,' but how you show the one you love that it's true.

::: ::: ::: IMPORTANT UPDATE ::: ::: :::

As of midnight Saturday, January 23, 2010, Fractured Mirror Radio has ceased to exist, at least for the time being. The main focus now, for me, is to turn FracturedMirror.com into a permanent memorial for Amy Copeland. To that end, the radio station is more than I can take care of right now. It's not entirely dead. It's just mothballed for now. I need to devote all my focus to creating and maintaining the memorial. That's what's most important to me. Thank you all for your many years of listening and thank you for your understanding!

PAST ARCHIVES

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Eight weeks without my baby as of tonight. As you may already have been able to tell from your perch up there in Heaven, I've spent the entire day balling. It's not about to slow down anytime soon tonight.

Eight weeks is an eternity without you.

I miss you more now than ever.

When 11:51 gets here, I'll become a slow motion train wreck.

I love, need, miss, want, desire, adore, cherish, treasure, appreciate and thank you for always making me happier than any man in the history of our species!!!!!!!!!!

Forever your husband,

Charlie

Monday, March 8, 2010

Baby, so many "coincidences" have been happening lately that I now believe I'm living in my own personal version of hell. None of it bothers me from the standpoint where I may end up being so injured as to end up coming home to you. What does bother me, though, is that all of these things are greatly hindering my progress through grieving and making it REALLY difficult to move ahead to achieve all the things I'm still here to complete.

I need your help, baby. I still can't make it on my own. If I'm forced to, you know better than anyone that I'll eventually resort to bulldozing my way through everything life throws at me. And that will cause my final undoing. I need you to help me remain patient and focused.

And safe.

For you.

If I'm left to figure all of life out on my own, faced with the deadly obstacles that jump out at me every day, if I'm to confront them on my own, you know I'll just declare war on all of them. And you know I won't stop until either the problems are terminated or ...

I am.

You were the only living human to ever be able to calm me and keep me focused.

PLEASE keep doing that now.

I need you.

Now more than ever.

I love, need, miss, want, desire, adore, cherish, treasure, appreciate and thank you for having the patience to deal with this ol' war horse for 15 whole years.

Forever your husband,

Charlie

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Love is a force more formidable than any other. It is invisible - it cannot be seen or measured, yet it is powerful enough to transform you in a moment, and offer you more joy than any material possession could.

~ Barbara De Angelis

Baby, that's what YOU did for ME.

=)

I love, need, miss, want, desire, adore, cherish, treasure, appreciate and thank you for loving me.

Forever your husband,

Charlie

Friday, March 5, 2010

Mornin', baby!!!

***rubbin' my eyes***

Still seeeepy.

Wait 'till you see what I've started writing. Well, I'm sure you already KNOW what I'm writing. But again, try to act surprised. LOL! It will be my absolute masterpiece.

You deserve it, my angel.

I love, need, miss, want, desire, adore, cherish, treasure, appreciate and thank you for giving me all the love that allows me to spend 350 pages telling the WHOLE WORLD how much I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!

Forever your husband,

Charlie

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Today's a rough day for me ... already.

MY GOD I miss you ...
 
I love you, my angel.

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Good morning to my own personal angel!!!

Last night was extra rough. Seven weeks have passed since losing you. I never thought I'd make it this far without you. I miss you so much.

I love, need, miss, want, desire, adore, cherish, treasure, appreciate and thank you for saving my life ... repeatedly ... for 15 years!!!

Forever your husband,

Charlie

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Good morning to the source of all my sunshine. You are my reason for living.

I love, need, miss, want, desire, adore, cherish, treasure, appreciate and thank you for CONTINUING to be my reason for living. Please NEVER, EVER stop.

Forever your husband,

Charlie 

Devoted wife, loving daughter, darling mother